So, I’m going to try and restart this…because I obviously suck balls at sticking to 365’s.

Speaking of not being able to stick to anything, that red book is my food journal. Yes, I keep one. A lot of people do. I write each meal, each feeling I feel when I eat that meal. Then, I rate my day on how I felt eating those meals.

I must be doing something wrong, because I’ve only lost 5 pounds.

Anywho. Today, was sort of boring. It was the first day of no musical. Since, it ended. Today in child development, we had to help the kids tye dyed shirts. My favorite little kid, Luke, knows me as “the girl who gets me out of my car seat, plays with me the whole time, and makes funny animal noises” everyday. Well, today we were playing legos, and the one girl came over and told him it was his turn to dye his shirt. He gave her this very angry look, and said “no.” The girl kept asking him, and he kept saying “no.” eventually she walked away. Then, my teacher came over and said “come on Luke, let’s tye dye a shirt!” and he resisted, and moved closer to me. I said “Luke, do you want to dye a shirt!?” and then I held out my hand. He nodded, smiled, took my hand, and let me take him to dye his shirt.

That was the highlight of my day. Just the fact, that he trusts me enough.